i just want a place where i can say what i want without being judged
i envy you. you have everything i want and deserve nothing. you took the only person i held close and left me with no one.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it,
I had hoped you’d see my face,
And that you’d be reminded that for me it isn’t over,
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
